I have kept a secret well of emotions covered for a very long time. I am ready to be real with myself, to uncover all that I have locked away and kept hidden. I journey down this path of submission and Dominance once again but with a new purpose. To lose control in finding self control, to rid myself of worn out negative emotions and release myself from my own deteriorating mental bondage. I am pushing the limits of my mind, body and spirit. I will keep a running post as I journey, any advice and insight will be accepted joyfully. I am still fighting with emotions of acceptance and self love, I have to continue to remind myself that this is for me and my self acceptance more than the acceptance or gratification of the Dominant that is helping in my journey.
I hope truly find and love myself as I enjoy my walk down this twisted road. I have found that bondage and physical pain bring that secret well of emotions to the surface and that the struggle and freeing release of those emotions has allowed me to accept my past and let it go in some ways. I will continue to experiment with this notion for myself, to allow the pain to pull the emotions from me and allow me to understand myself these feelings. Understanding myself allows me opportunity to change myself and control myself, and in time I hope to be a better person for myself and those I love in my life. I will be a better Dominant, submissive or switch when I come to the end of this journey, only to continue moving forward and growing as I am living for a purpose!
Precious Mistress
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