Fresh starts with a fresh heart....

I know who I am, a unique combination of woman and child, fierce and flirty, serious and sensual, passionate and poised! I am who I am, I live for each new day, to enjoy and explore and "be there". I live passionately....both loving and fighting, I have an opinion and I fight for what I believe in. I am fun loving, love learning, enjoy reading, writing poetry, working on art, sipping coffee, gourmet cooking, taking care of others, being pampered....I just want to live in peace and harmony, but fight the good fight when it needs to be done. I am not perfect, I make mistakes, continue to make mistakes and strive forward for knowledge and understanding. You can look me up on fetlife....PreciousMistress. I have a great sense of humor, so come on get to know me, I won't bite, unless you like it:)



Dissolution:

I have realized that so many people walk in a fog, just as I did for so long. It is so unfortunate when you love someone and can't get them to see what they need to see, I know many have been in that position with me in the past as well and I thank all of you for your time and love, even when it was tough. I find myself in emotionally tough situtations regularly, but I look back on what others have done for me and it helps me to try new angles of approach when working with others that I love. Dissolution is a horrible place to be, and when you look back on it....the clearness of it all in hindsight is enought to almost kill you. I have changed and yet I haven't, I am still me...loving, passionate, adventurous, but I am more in control, more optimistic, more enlightened and I love myself more today that I think I ever have. I have so much to offer those that I love, those that I meet, those that only see my smile, for I know my energy is strong and I pass it to anyone I can. I am so appreciative for those who truly appreciate me for all that I am, emotional and otherwise, you are amazing!



Wow....when you truly look at the reality of your life, take responsibility for your mistakes...actions, words, etc and forgive yourself, you realize your future is open to possibility that only you were holding yourself back from. Sometimes we make decisions, good ones, with all our hearts and we have to decide when do we change our mind to preserve our heart. When you forgive yourself, when do you decide that enough is enough and want to move forward, with or without someone? I know that in lonliness and misunderstanding many temptations can arise, how hard do you fight them off....diligently at first, but as the heart is broken and continues to weaken, just the glimpse of understanding or affection from another looks good, even when you know it is against every fiber in your being. The road becomes more rough alone, the Bible even said so.

I wish anyone who has stood here to have faith. God Bless

Precious